It is so fast that I cant realise I have studied in UTP for one n a half year already.
Huhuhuuu
Unconsiously it is so damn fast
And now it is during the middle of semester
So many quizzes tests n assignments
I don't know how to get it over.
But luckily both my most important events are over
But frankly I can feel the emptiness in my heart
Hahaha as I was busy everyday until late night
Meeting and doing this and that
And to my study mood,
I need u, please come back to me T.T
My CSR.
It's really mine.
Seriously I thank everyone who helped in it
Without them, it really won't be that success
Through that, I know my weakness n learnt lots of things
I also realize that who is true to me,
Who can be my friends n who cannot
Who is true and fxxking fake
Who can be trusted n who cannot
It is all life lessons
As during this stage, u r learning in life, getting experience n lessons all。
And also a "life-changing" experience for me.
Btw, thanks for giving me that chance
I really learnt and grew a lot.
"As a PD, u will face and need to worry more and different things than other people"
PD: Project Director
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| My first event as a PD *feeling strong* hahaha! |
My 2nd RSF, as an AHOD
Next year most probably the third n the last
But still depend on the HICOM result first.
However, I am so glad that I have a group of nice and lovely committees
Hahahah our department can interact with each other so nice
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| Ticketing and Exhibition Department- RSF 2014 |
But frankly
I was so emo last few days, because of my exhibition
Seriously It is damn lousy and I cant even describe it
So shame on me
But still I comfort myself as it is a stage of learning /.\
Poor management, poor planning, poor leaderships
Hahahah okay, never mind, it is all over
Just take it a lesson.
Btw, long time never practise my water coloring and drawing
The landscape drawing
But still, it macam looks good and fine :D
Hahhaha a bit proud of it,
Although, seriously I know it is not that perfect
Some more,
Joined 2 events as a small committee
ICN and Euphnious
Heheh However It is quite nice also
Just that u cant feel the domination and also less commitment :3
But still enjoy as a small committees too
U can enjoy different things
Look into things from different perspective also.
But as a high committee or board of directors,
As the position is raising and increasing
The more u cannot enjoy the fun of doing events n interacting with people
U can only deal with stress, problems and troubles.
U will face different things than before n other people
So there is less n less excitement and joy
However I learnt a bit how to read people, how to use people,
how to deal with different kinds of people also
Some more, I can feel that
I learnt, I grew, and I changed a lot
I am not longer the old me
Sometimes I will fear of all my changes
One thing out of topic above,
Some personal matter.
Today talked with 2 friends
He said impossible that
Such 2 people who is so close to each other but they are just friends
Okay but I don't know
I just know that
People comes and goes, only the true ones will stay forever.
And I'm still waiting for it.
It is so called fate.
Maybe not now, but it will, eventually.
And I made a decision,
I will not find a bf in UTP
I dun wan to make a wrong decision
Lets wait after graduation ba
3 years more
Hahahaha
But the true thing is
I will mark the people once I meet them
Gave a so called first impression
Whether that he or she is possible to match with me
Whether their character match with mine or not.
But sometimes, it will change
After the days and times spending together
However, I still believe my first-sense
It is the most accurate and exact analysis for me.
Hmmmm
After the next half of semester
My 4-month-break is coming!
I have planned nicely for that
But the main problem is lack of budget la :'(
So I have to plan nicely nicely some more
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| stylo :O hehe |
And then for other things, just let it be a secret in my heard
Cuz I also dunno how to type them out
Huhuhhuuu :3
Have fun enjoying the next half
1st year 2nd semester
with Geology Geomatics Fluid and Solid Mechanics.
